DILEMMA
You are a typically well bred middle class . You have been instilled with certain values which are part of ur system. As a result most of your decisions are based on the subconscious minds, judgment of right or wrong. You have a mind that questions, but it has more belief in the faith system, which is active subconsciously. But, this changes with progress of time, as we age.
Now, you are on that threshold point of life, where the caterpillar is about to end and shed its previous garb to become a butterfly.
You are just about to get past the age of isms, ideologies. You are about to shed the adopted dogmas, you are a complete you now.
As we progress in our life, we are more experienced . we have lesser perceptions and more truths. Our approach is more realistic. Our acceptance levels are high. Realty's of life have struck us almost, across all the areas. We are more realist. We know the difference between love, desire, gratification, solace...
We know, things are happening and we have no control on them. We mellow down as we age. We are in the middle of nowhere. This is the point where we realise that we loose more everyday, than gain. We know that time is running out everyday.
This thought, of loosing,creates the room for seeking gratification. A selfish desire permeates everything and seeks to move in greener pastures. Its a point where nothing matters. The values those that have moulded us so far, starts melting. The feeling of guilt, regret, consequence is less impressing. The wonder that awaits to happen, once again is more attracting..
The feeling of love, desire & being desired is more powerful than ever. Now, is the only place u want to be and now is only place you want to go. No past, No future.
What the caterpillar calls, the end of the world, the master calls, butterfly, Richard Bach
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